Usually people go in this direction,making profit and then starts a charitable program.

In my case,It was opposite.

 

Money isn't the reason but I won't lie that money isn't important.I learnt that with money,I can touch life of millions and help them in a better ways.

 

As a doctor, I'm aware that Malaysian government pays the doctors well.Study further and you could live a luxurious life.It's a fact . I learned that being a doctor alone,I could change the life of a single person at a time.Human labelled it as a service but from what I'm witnessing daily,I felt,in 2019 it's more into business than service.There are some kind soul but let's admit it.The percentage of saturation with people seeing it as a business is more .

By making more money I can touch life of millions at a time on my term.A term that not only manage problem but cure and eradicate the root.

 

When I was a student,I faced lot of discrimination .Due to color, country,gender,amount of money you have,the denominator  goes on according to human around us.

 

 

Initially I went to med school so that I can be a forensic pathologists.Someone that perform autopsy and find out the cause of death.I love to see the cut opened human body(don't ask me why because even I don't know).So whenever there's a chance,I always visit OT and autopsy room.

 

Autopsy room's experience always seemed to leave me with an impact.The kind of deaths,the injuries that a dead body had ,the degree of aggressiveness and violence that a person inflicted on another person made me flabbergasted beyond words could express at time.

It made me wondered which one is more important,health or safety?

 

During my 5th year,I saw a case.

It was a girl.A raped victim.From her physical signs she must be around 12 to 14 years old.

In forensic,the degree of rigor mortis,cadaveric spasm,the development of certain parts,hair everything gives a clue about them.From their personality to the cause of death.

 

She wasn't dark nor fair. Definitely not a rich kid too. Straight hair texture,who knows what was her dream.To be a doctor,to earn a good money and take care of her parents?Only she and non responding God knows.

But standing there,I knew one thing.She don't deserves to be here.Lying breathlessly,in a cruel condition.

There were nail's scratch marks all over her body,her lips were torn at a side,bite mark on the right breast with marked darkened erythema,

a deep cut wound probably from a glass .The margin and tail of the wound clearly showed that it's wasn't from a knife.Fractured right elbow,dislocated right shoulder and a bite mark on her left inner aspect of her thigh.I can't share the remaining injuries because it's way too awful to describe to a normal reader.

 

The doctor told me that she passed away due shock and severe bleeding from ruptured genital vessel due to irregularly torn hymen and pelvic dislocation.

 

Bite mark on thigh?How much pain would it caused?

Every one of us knew how much a simple pinch on our thighs hurts,right?

That question kept ringing in my head and honestly I was very disturbed .

That's when I realized, safety is more important than health.

Why?

Even Google can solve your health issues,but in term of safety,even the God can't help you. 

At times, law enforcement and people that should protect you stays numb even though that was their duty. 

 

Vitriolage,burn injuries from hot water,oil and chemical wasn't a new sight when I was there.You can't even take a picture of these victim in the Burn Unit because their appearance will be so bad.

 

Do you know what kind of trouble someone have to experience when their lower body and buttocks involved in such injuries?

I learnt it from a small boy's case where the owner of the shop kicked a hot boiling pan full of frying oil to him.

Till the wound heals,he have to depend on a colostomy bag because he can't pass motion normally because the wound will get infected.

 

I don't see it as a gender discriminations.I saw it as 

a strong evil person harming and hurting a weaker soul.

 

I can't help everyone.Ironman and Superman is just for movies.

Then I figured out something.The panic that we experience,the inability to defense ourselves or unable to achieve a good fight or flight response is because we're unprepared.

 

To prepare someone I can't just tell them a day and leave.It has to be done in stages.

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In the past ,I realized, seeking fund from a person and help others wasn't a pleasant experience.It felt like some sort of slavery to please the donor.

 

So I decided I want to use my own fund and run my own foundation. 

Be it health safety education food or money making,I realized I can help all of these aspect through a center.

Rather than building a own center,I decided to run it on the existing schools.Rather than start big,I thought lets test it in a small scale, with a weekly once class.A class that doesn't just teach abc.A class that comes with a whole different syllabus.Basic English and maths,basic Ai,Robotic, Space,basic medical info like Cpr,wound management,git problems, difference between good and bad touch,self defense by making them stronger n be prepared,and lastly mindfulness to minimize inflammatory changes.It's a big dream and I can't do it alone.

 

Volunteer in the beginning stage isn't possible.It might be achievable in the future but now, definitely no.

So,I spoke to my good friend and will pay him monthly for him and for the expenses for the kids books and food and clean drinking water during classes.

 

If anyone reading this have a good insight or better idea how to make it possible or willing to help to form and construct the syllabus,feel free to message me.I really need some good brains and souls to make it possible.

 

That's is why I started this whole idea of E-commerce.

 

Next ,get the class started,test what works and what don't,learn and fix it and move forward.

 

It's time to revolutionize the health and safety of mankind through knowledgeable.

Person to person.Step by step,one life at a time.

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DR.LAKDHES​